ACTION WANG!!!

BAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHHA!!!

http://cgi.ebay.ca/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item=5955271616

I hope people get to see it before the bid closes.

I'll take a screendump from the site so it'll forever be remembered.
It's deinfately better than some of the lame jokes on ebay like empty baked bean cans for sale and jars of nothing.

I've put the item on my "watch" list and plan to make my killer bid sometime this week.

Listening to: [ Daft Punk - One more time ]

Okay, well i definately reek of bread and sweat... it's disgusting.
Good news to finally report, Mum is at home and resting after 5 days in hospital.

I was glad to hear the assistant manager at work ask how she is... he looks like he can definately dish out major pain be was really sensitive about it.

Things have been relatively quiet and i've been allowed to continue my course. I'd better not fuck it up agian :)

Last and not least; Chuc Mung Nam Moi!!! GUNG HE FAT CHOI AND HAPPY NEW YEAR! (for us, by us) >_<

-Jay

Raggety Randy: The best collectable doll EVER! As actions as action gets.

Canvas 2

Listening to: [ Maroon 5 - Secret ]

I've started my second canvas. It's a beautiful lazy sunday evening and after having one beer i got started.

I'm expecting ben to rock over and phungy but he decided to stay home in the last minute.

My room at the same time is nearly completed and thing's seem to be going well. Mum is good colour and it was just really relieving to see her smile. I never realised how strong she was, and how much she keeps fighting.

I've decided to make things as easy as possible when she gets back home. Yep, that'll include vacuuming and laundry. I'll leave the cooking for later :P

I remember the time i cooked dinner and it was well, let's just say no dog will eat it.
She's going for tests later on today, i hope everything will be fine and i pray to God he keeps her safe because she needs to experience at least something good in life. Perhaps i'll delay my own trip and donate her a nice holiday?

The canvas is coming on nicely and i'm going to continue doing it...

-Jay

Mew!

Here's my kitty "Mew"!

I drew this cat about 3 years ago for my friend (who now owns a real cat bearing the same name)

and since i've lost the original; here's a revised picture of my virtual cat, Mew.

-Jay

Mummy :(

Mum's in hospital.

She's been there overnight now. It started 2 days ago where i thought it was a stomach bug or something she ate because at first it looks like a nasty stomach ache.

She went to the hospital and got released the same day.
The next day she went to the toilet and blood came out...

My friend said his father (who has since passed on) suffered the same symptoms and he has cancer. I feel petrified, worried and i can't eat.

The doctors are examining her today so later i'll find out exactly what it is. I'd taken today off work to see her and the manager doesnt seemed pleased but i don't care about that right now.

I pray to God that he sees her through.

-Jay

judgement day

Watching: DVD [Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban]

It's raining, and has been for the past 18 hours.

The dry lands really need it and i need it for some sleep. The same time it feels like some burden of mine has been washed away but i'm trouble by one.

My letter arrived from Monash today. Looks like i have to see the board.
I'm extremly petrified, simply because i feel determined to really have a good go at studying this year. I hate the idea of not being in control of my life and i don't dare to even think what i would be doing this year if i'm not studying. This has re-affirmed my intentions of studying and really trying to better myself by seeing if i can accomplish something that is not exactly easy.

I'm starting to realise this is what i want and not for the benefit or namesake of my family anymore but rather for my own benfit and self satisfaction.

I'd be lying if i said i wasn't a little depressed and said if i had someone to talk to.
Speaking of which things between me, lam and helen still has not been resolved. I've given up on Helen because i'm confident being with her new man she won't give a stuff about me despite what i'm trying to do. 3 weeks without a single word has put off any chance i have to say "hi, want to go for coffee?" but rather feel bitter and angst-filled about.

Lam is not returning calls or attempting to re-connect. I feel like there might've been a good chance but im assuming his attitudes haven't changed as well.

Hmm let's end this on a good note before i really start to really hate everything.
I hosted a bbq for the car club (toymods) and it has paid off. I was really glad to see people actually participate in my ideas and things went off without too many hitches (i made a mistake of trying to lead a cruise to a beach which i didn't know the exact location but only HOW to get there... people weren't happy about that) but overall the day was extremly fine and i bought along Sara.

One thing i really like about her is that she is willing to try something new, i had told her it was a car orientated bbq and not having to know anyone she came along and she told me she really enjoyed herself! Kudos to you for venturing outside your comfort zone!!! Besides, Alexia and Jenny love Sara.

After the bbq and cruise (to the beach, reminder to put up photos) a small group just headed back to Springvale where we ate rice and not drive it. Afew more left after that and the remainder at this point was Chooney, Ben, Ronald and Lex who just chilled at my place.

I should get some shut eye, i think January was a really good month and i'll try to keep my head up for Febuary.

I pray i make it through on Tuesday for a start.

-Jay